friendship isn't how you forget, but how you forgive;
not how you listen, but how you understand;
not how you see, but how you feel;
not how you let go; but how you hold on!
friends come and go, but true friends can grow separately without growing apart..
many people will walk in and out of you life,
but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
true friends are hard to find, difficult to leave, and impossible to forget..
a long, quiet weekend!
spending it all alone. mau mati kebosanan dibuatnya. hubbyby and children balik kampung MIL, kita tak leh ikut, oncall.
hari ni okay sikit, alhamdulillah. semalam rasa sangat depress.. sunyi, lonely sampai nak demam. siang2 hari pakai sweater and stokin. tapi kipas tetap kena pasang, kalo tak.. rasa cam tak de ventilation. tekak sangat2 loya... sampai takut nak makan. kita memang tak suka experience vomiting, ngeri..
ntah kenapa semalam sangat depress.. nak baca Quran and solat, tak leh. red flag. tengok cerita melayu kat tv sampai nangis2. then tgk movie org putih.. cerita bodoh je tapi layan jugak.. nak main game, dah bosan. tak de game baru. internet... tak menarik. dah bosan ngan facebook. dan tak de emel menarik nak balas. nak download movie.. slow bangat. baca novel.. hambar. telephone hubbyby 2-3 kali, tak berjawab, sms berkali2 tak respon.. depress!! biasala.. hubbyby kalo balik rumah mak, mesti tido je kerjanya.
nasib baik kul 8.15 mlm, dapat call kena gi spital tgk pengarah kesihatan negeri yang dapat eye trauma. terpaksa gagahkan diri keluar rumah malam2.. but alhamdulillah, bila dah kena bangun and keluar rumah, terpaksa la 'hidup' semula. on the way back, singgah kedai beli roti and juice. ingat nak cari ice cream, tapi tak de. kalo dapat double dutch.. sedap juga.
alhamdulillah, bangun hari ni lebih bersemangat. badan segar, dan dah tak loya2 lagi.
habis ward round, pergi town kejap. stop depan pustaka seri intan nak beli paper je, tapi biasala.. pompuan, bila dah nampak magazine.. ralit pulak belek magazine. akhirnya bila keluar.. hah!! kena saman parking. mesti hubbyby membebel kalo dapat tahu. rajin betul MPKT tu saman parking la ni..
then gi Ariani, nak cari tudung raya. belek2.. dapat la 2 helai, memang nak cari 2 helai pun. tapi baju raya ada 5 pasang lagi tak siap.. maknanya.. aktiviti beli tudung akan bersambung bila baju dah siap nanti. sempat ke siap?? ntah la.. yg tempah ngan cina 3 pasang.. sebulan je siap. 5 lagi tu ngan melayu.. ntah bila nak siap. camana melayu nak maju?
hari ni hubbyby pergi kb, harap2 dapatla hubbyby carikan ayam percik kb yg sedap tu..
pagi semalam sempat menjenguk sahabat di kamar hospital. sudah 2 minggu admitted. dehydrated, severe vomiting, tidak sebiji nasi pun dapat di telan. bukan baru 2 minggu, tapi sejak 10 minggu lalu. air kosong pun tak dapat ditelan. segala yang disuap, keluar semula. sehingga keluar blood-streaked vomitous.
dia yang sentiasa ceria, kini lemah tak bermaya. kurus dan cengkung. terlantar di katil. bukan senang nak jadi ibu.. banyak dugaannya. seperti kata beliau, lepas satu, satu derita menimpa. mulanya hanya tak lalu makan, kemudian muntah-muntah, terus sehingga fainting attack. demam panas. lelah yang datang dan pergi. kemudian orthostatic pleural effusion. dan terkini PV bleed. and last thursday, she finally aborted, tapi incomplete. saat diziarah, beliau menanggung contraction pain, sakit belakang dan lower abdomen. sama seperti mahu melahirkan. sakitnya belum berkesudahan. prosedur dirancang belum dapat dilakukan, dan beliau dipindahkan ke high dependancy room.
berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul. saat kita sibuk mencari rahmat dan ganjaran ramadhan, beliau terlantar tak mampu berbuat apa2.
semoga segalanya dipermudahkan untuk beliau. dan semoga beliau lekas pulih dan sembuh. doa kami mengiringinya.
we miss you, Dah. luv ya..
when i get new things in exchange for an old one, it doesn't mean that i hate the old one..
i really love my htc touch.. so much, that it's like a romance between me and the phone. it's a gift from hubbyby (he seldom buy me gifts), and the phone itself has some sentimental value of its own. i love its features and really like the user-friendly windows system. but i need to make way for a better and more reliable gadget. my htc has some unresolved issues.. and staying in this 'under-developed city' makes it difficult for me to get it repaired. it failed to function the way i need it to be last saturday.. and i need a replacement, fast.
since using htc, i prefer touch-screen phones. i was actually eyeing for htc desire, htc hdmini and htc legend. and apple iphone was also in the wish-list, slick and slim with a reputable performance. but.. it may be too expensive for the simple me, who would only be using the gadget for calls, texting, taking pictures (in the absence of my ixus), digital calendar/diary, making reminders and updating my 'to-do list'. i have good broadband service at home, therefore i may only need the internet service while i'm away from home.
since i need the new phone quite urgently, i didn't really have time to browse thru the net. a short discussion with hubbyby on the features that i need, and we make way to the shop that we're used to. the shop assistant handed me few items.. samsung wave (menarik!!), nokia e72, blackberry, and few other nokia phones. i finally end-up with..
haha.. ok, it doesn't look so trendy.. but i think it has good functions. and nokia has always produced reliable user-friendly phones. so that's it... my new nokia N97mini (in garnet). it measures 113 mm x 52 mm wide and 14 mm thick whilst weighing 138 grams. it also provides a 3.2 inch TFT touch screen that is able to display 16 million colours at a pixel screen size of 360 x 640. and it also has the full QWERTY keyboard which is an excellent addition (but keypad keras sikit and need to be put on a table br sedap pakai). so far, i byk guna virtual keypad (touchscreen). but its stylus sungguh tak menarik.. ;(
it also comes with a 5 megapixel camera with carl zeiss optics. a secondary camera is also included. got mp3/mp4 player and a built-in radio. 8Gb memory storage is included within the unit with the opportunity to double it to 16Gb by using the microSD slot provided. connectivity is provided by GPRS, EDGE, bluetooth and USB connection. juga ada GPS and is bundled with the popular nokia maps.
hmm.. belum habis explore the new phone.. tak sempat dan tak pandai. nak tanya hubbyby pun dia bukan jenis IT savvy. nampak gaya his nokia e71 pun kita yg akan update kan nanti.
though dlm hati still wishing for iphone.. but i'm happy with this N97mini.
'biar alah membeli, tapi menang memakai' ;p
