realiti adakala memang menyakitkan!
but life goes on...
woke up with zest today. had a good sleep following a great work-out last nite. but the wonderful feeling diminished so early in the morning.
tak henti mulut kumat-kamit istighfar. diam seribu bahasa. tried not to talk to anyone. otherwise tak pasal2 keluar ayat2 laser, sarcastic dan pedih lagi memedihkan. cuba untuk senyum sendirian, tak pe, bukan ada orang nampak coz i was wearing the face mask. kata orang bila senyum, dengan sendirinya kita boleh feel good. euphoric. euphoric nightmare!
the residual bad feeling is still there, till now.
i need to smile. i need a good laugh. i need to recite the holy verses.
oh God, please forgive me!
astaghfirullahal'adzim!
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