leaving on a jet plane..

ahh... wish i don't have to go to Korat tomorrow. malasnya!!! don't know why i ada perasaan pelik semacam je about this trip. i macam kalut je buat preparation. ni ha... food yang nak bawa pun tak gi beli lagi. petang ni pergi carilah kejap. masa kat kl hari tu lupa nak cari sneakers, nanti kena gi cari. i tak nak sakit kaki berjalan jauh2 kat sana. i pun tinggal pesan macam2 kat my friends, macamlah i ni pergi lama sangat. please pray that my journey would be a safe one.

my daughter, sofea cried last night. she wants to follow me. last week pun dia nak ikut gi kl. biasalah budak2, bila dah hilang di mata, dia dah tak kisah. my son, hanif dah tanya i macam2. his birthday is coming soon, dia minta nak celebrate kat pizza hut. sorry hanif, ummi wouldn't be around. i have to make-up for him bila balik nanti. what is more important is his exam next week. risau juga... dia makin banyak main sekarang ni. alhamdulillah my hubbyby would be around.

this might be my last post before i leave for Korat. and i may not be able to post any entry for the next two weeks if i couldn't get internet access in my hotel. i may get access to the net kat tempat kursus, tapi for sure that would only be untuk kerja. before i sign-off, please accept my apology if anything written here ada menyebabkan hati yang terguris or tercalar. i never meant to do so. ishh... macam nak raya lah pulak.

i would like to share with you one of my favorite songs below, Leaving On A Jet Plane, the theme song for the film Armageddon . the lyrics... is my real sentiment at the moment, exactly. you can you-tube it if you want to listen to the song.

All my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' this early morn
The taxi's waitin', he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could cry

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
When I come back
I'll wear your wedding ring

Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, let me kiss you
Close your eyes, I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the time when I don't have to say........

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe I hate to go

I'm leaving on a jet plane....