a step towards manhood

salam.

rasa cam dah lama sangat tak masuk friendster ni, rupanya dah bertukar wajah. the new friendster look appears more user-friendly and sedikit lebih kurang dah terikut facebook.

yesterday was a big day for my dear son, hanif. he was circumcised yesterday morning. he was excited to get it done, sampai ummi pun naik risau. you know, you shouldn't get too excited about things coz kadang2 it won't turn out the way you want it to be.

he woke up very early and was ready for the day ahead of me. pagi2 lagi dah called his cousin aqim. he told aqim he's scared. but he was smiling all the way.

hanif was the first to go in. he is a well-behaved boy, and i was confident he could handle it well. tapi bila dah on table, he told me he was scared. i hugged him and hold both his hands. jiwa hanif lembut and sensitive, just like me, bila kita peluk dia, the teardrops mula flowing, even before buat ape2 lagi. it was cold in the theatre, and he started shaking. but alhamdulillah, he was not struggling. cuma tersedu-sedan menangis. he kept asking "dah potong ke belum?", and "lambat lagi ke?". i was busy consoling him sampai i tak tengok what was being done. alhamdulillah, the procedure ran smoothly. i wiped away his tears, and asked him to give a big smile. he smiled bila nak exit OT but as soon as he saw his abah, mata dah berair semula...

hanif sangat menjaga tempat lukanya. he stay put in his station at home, and only move when he needs to go to the toilet, and to eat at the dining table. sakit jugak org bersunat ni.. kesian gak melihatnya. jalan pun slow je.. macam org lepas bersalin.

makan... pantang jugak la.. as my friend said "kena jaga.. itulah nyawa dia..". so i bagi hanif makan ikan selar panggang, and chicken soup. masa beli ikan, kita ckp kat makcik jual ikan tu, kita nak beli ikan utk org berpantang. dia suggest kita beli ikan selar, cencaru and selayang. kita tak biasa makan ikan selayang and baru kenal ikan tu semalam, so kita beli ikan selar and cencaru. there was another ikan.. ikan lolong, itu pun kita tak biasa.

lega rasanya bila hanif dah bersunat, tapi cerewet gak menjaganya, macam org lepas bersalin jugak. harap lukanya cepat sembuh.i take two weeks leave to jaga hanif, and layan anak2 musim cuti sekolah ni. hope hanif will grow up to be anak yang soleh and a successful man.

rabu or khamis ni nak balik KB, nak sambut my sister balik from haj. hope both my sister, nadjee and his hubby, abg yie, sihat and selamat kembali.

adios!