2010

what does a new year mean to you?

after all these years... a new year to me is just another day.

no celebration. no new year resolution. and i never bother to wait for the countdown. if there's a good movie on TV, then i would be deeply inside the movie. otherwise i would be enjoying my novel, or deeply sound asleep.

do i sound pessimistic? my answer would be NO. isn't it true that its just another day. what make it different is just the number that mark the year it is now.

resolutions... sometimes i think the plan of making a new year resolution is a plain waste of time. most of the time you're just excited about it for the first few days, or weeks, and soon forgotten. it comes back to you at the end of the year.. and you started sighing "i should have done this... and that...".

i don't even have a new diary!

haha.. do i sound like a helpless creature? couldn't care less of what's happening around me..

tak de la gitu.. i'm still a positive person. masih ada cita-cita dan harapan. cuma, semua itu tidak perlu menunggu tahun baru untuk di iltizamkan.

2010 - i have my own wishes:

• i wish to be a better person in whatever way i am supposed to
• to spend more quality time with my children and family
• lebih dekat pada al-Khaliq; pastikan yang wajib dan perbanyakkan yang sunat
• to be a better cook
• to cut-down my time on the cyberspace
• to improve my surgical techniques, and patient care & management
• to lead a healthy lifestyle

banyak lagi cita-cita dan harapan, tapi biarlah ia tersemat kemas dalam sanubari, menjadi azam dan pembakar semangat.

may 2010 be a wonderful and fruitful year ahead.

happy new year!