lonesome..

today my dear hubbyby left us for a business trip to guangzhou, china. his flight to guangzhou will be around 5.45 am tomorrow morning.

it is not even a day, and already i feel so lonesome... makes me want to cry. need to watch winter sonata tonite after the children sleep. winter sonata never failed to make me cry. i usually feel better after a good cry!

lonesome

its not that we have never parted. kalau duk rumah pun jumpa berapa jam saja sehari, but still you feel close to each other. it's different because usually its me who did the travelling and i usually look forward to something new and different, tak delah rasa missing sangat. but whenever his turn comes, memang beginilah i rasa, walaupun kena tinggal satu hari. banyak sangat business tripnya since 2009 ni, almost every week mesti ada satu dua hari kena tinggal... sob sob :(

he has sacrificed a lot for me and its my turn to give him the moral support. tak boleh nak mengada2. must be sensible and strong! to think positively, this is the time for him to widen his horizon, to venture into new fields to build-up his business further. yelah... kita masih baru bertatih, banyak lagi ranjau perjalanannya. kena banyak sabar dan usaha. he has been doing quite well since we started the business 2 years ago, hope it will prosper further.

i miss you darling!