entrapped

unique!

today we went back to besut. besides our regular monthly visit, my hubbyby needs a massage. few weeks ago, masa tolong baiki rumah his mom, he sprained the muscle at the back. sampai tak leh bangun. terus dapatkan khidmat pak cik tukang urut tu. its much better now, but masih ada rasa tak selesa. anyway, hajatnya tak kesampaian. the tukang urut was busy. men..., they never learn! buatlah appointment before balik, yang!

as for me, whenever balik sana, i need to bring along magazines or novel. today, i brought along my captain future, tapi tak guna pun bcoz no streamyx. malas nak guna dial-up, nanti kacau telephone line rumah tu. hmm... mati kutu jugak.

ada new family addition. Najmuddin, only 11 days of life. was born in johore and just brought to besut last 3 days. baiknya baby tu... jarang2 je dengar dia nangis. senanglah emaknya. hmm... hope adalah rezeki i pula.

besides new baby, ada baby kucing juga - kittens. 4 semuanya. hee... comel tapi geli! masa tengah baca paper, bila angkat kepala je, i was surrounded by 4 cats, mahunya tak menjerit! dahlah bilik yang i biasa guna tu occupied, susahnya nak melarikan diri dari kucing2 itu. masa makan pun asyik merayau2 di sekeliling. sungguh menakutkan!

finally, my SIL asked me to use her room. phew... lega! selamat. maka terperaplah i di situ. i had a good nap sampai boleh make me forget the pressing matter in my head. then i mula bersama cecelia ahern's thanks for the memories. cerita ni slow sikitlah, dah lama i mula baca tapi tak habis2 lagi sebab i cepat boring bila flow cerita tu slow sangat. dah masuk chapter 9 baru mula rasa sedap sikit. tu pun not good enuff to hook me up.

sampai rumah je, terus ingat ikan2 hanif. lately, i dah terlebih sayang pulak kat ikan2 tu. everytime i balik, all 4 of them akan berkumpul at one corner of the aquarium, minta i bagi makan. manja. i like to talk to them, and bahasakan diri i ummi. selang few hours, kalau i lalu kat aquarium tu mesti mintak makan lagi. kesian betul tengok ikan2 tu - comel, tapiterperangkap dalam aquarium, tak de benda2 exciting to be done, tak leh cari makan sendiri. poor fish! lagi kesian coz my hubby tak bagi kasi makan banyak2, nanti ikan tu cepat besar and lagi banyak makan. ntahlah, tak faham pula i, dah kita nak bela mestilah bagi makan betul2. jangan siksa binatang, tak baik.

moral of the story - freedom tu penting sebenarnya. being able to do what we like to do, to go where we want to go, to eat what we want to eat, to enjoy and to fulfill our lives.

trapped? - my nieces & nephews enjoying their holiday. (epi, jajja, tasneem, edd holding the phone, faris)

i believe i can fly, i believe i can reach the sky! cobalah...