ketentuan

this entry would make my july as the most productive month since i started blogging. 18 published entries - up till july 23rd.

it makes me wonder.... did i have so much free time that i was able to write and blog? not counting the time spent browsing the net for many other reasons. kononnya environmentalist.. tapi actually, by surfing the net, you are contributing more to global warming. hehe.. cakap tak serupa bikin!

haha.. hari ini i telah berjaya untuk tidak hadir satu meeting. told my boss yesterday, i won't go to that meeting today. reason - i need to be at the perioperative course that i conducted. another reason was i kecik hati sangat2 they didn't put my name in the minutes of the meeting. seolah2 i tak wujud. hey! i was the first person to be there at the first meeting. i am always punctual, and i waited for everyone, and stayed till the meeting ended at nearly 5.30pm.

boss persuaded me to go with her just now, but i apologized and said a firm NO. i have never been this bold, i rasa boss pun wondering what's happening with me. i am not going. if i was so insignificant and invincible to them, why should i be bothered by the meeting. i couldn't care less. they didn't even send me the minutes of the previous meeting. i pun dah malaslah nak aktif2 lagi. dulu memanglah... kita sentiasa orang kuat. but i only work for people who believe in me, who sees my potential, and who can appreciate my thoughts and opinions.

cerita lain..

going to KL tomorrow for UM Paediatric Ophthal Symposium. friday till sunday. am i going to bring captain future along? i have a friend who will be sharing the room with me, so mungkin tak delah boring sangat. so, tak pelah captain, i'll bring you some other time. hubbyby and the children mungkin balik KB.

my maid is leaving to medan. also tomorrow. but her flight is earlier, air asia 8.20 am. mine is MAS 10.05 am. kami lepaskan dia pergi sendiri. pandai2lah bawa diri kat LCCT tu. dulu kami hantar dia sampai KLIA. dia bawak balik 2 big bags and another 2 small bags. katanya nak kembali, so i bought her a return ticket, charged to her account. dulu, belanja pulang i tanggung sebagai penghargaan. harap dia datang balik, life would be a little difficult without her.

she is a good maid. i have to admit that. walau anita ni garang, i tak pernah marah dia. i was brought up never to raise my voice with older people, she is older than me. but i have always been firm, and she knows when i tak suka dia buat satu2 benda. cuma i tak suka bila dia suka berdalih. berlaku jujurlah dengan siapa2 pun. kejujuran itu penting.

sedih juga.. pastinya dia akan cium tangan i, and hug me, and cries. the indons are always like that. kadang2 tak tahu pulak.. ori ke berlakon. tapi kita memang mudah tersentuh, dan mudah nak nangis. itu memang weakness, walau control macho. dah 3 tahun kita bersama, sedikit sebanyak, bonding tu ada. i don't like parting with people.. sayu dan sedih.

petang tadi turut rasa sedih, a colleague has to leave the dept. i've talked to 2nd boss and boss too, but negative answer. she talked to boss petang tadi, but it seems that boss cannot do anything. will take her out for a special makan2 when she is back.

semua ketentuan Tuhan ada hikmahnya. cuma kita yang perlu berfikir..