life without her..

it has been one week. life without a maid.

how was it? not bad. cuma masa mula2 balik from KL, rasa sungguh lemah masuk rumah yg agak berserabut. i left home for 3 days..

i told hubbyby that we are both busy people, but we can live without a maid, we have experienced that before. cuma kena help each other. hubbyby said - no problem, cuma jangan cepat marah. haha.. kalau everything kemas and in order, i tak meradanglah..

now, i do the laundry every other night, and hang all the wet clothes dari malam. bila pagi cuma angkat bawa keluar ke ampaian. the dining table must be cleared as soon as we finished our meals. the children need to kemas all their toys after main. everybody should put their dirty clothes inside the bakul, jangan tunggu ummi kutip, otherwise mulut ummi bising. i have no problem lipat kain bcoz i memang tak suka tgk kain tak berlipat. clothes are ironed before being kept in the closet. cuma perlu iron tudung every morning.

cuma i belum sempat masak. main reason.. gas habis and hubbyby belum tukar tong gas. so... selamat! pagi2 the children makan cereals and we makan roti. i need to make sure i woke up at least at 5.30am, otherwise a little kelam kabut. yesterday breakfast kat hospital coz bangun lewat.

cuma... the children nampak sangat berbeza. they don't like coming home to an empty house. tak de org sambut bila balik. sunyi. they would follow everywhere i go, sampai rasa tak de privacy. mereka takut tgk tv kat bawah without me. tgk tv kat atas pun mereka tak nak without me. so, bila i mandi and solat, they would be in my room. lepas tu semua activities must be done together. depa rasa sunyi without the 'kakak'.

sofea pernah nangis bila tgk bilik 'kakak' kosong, and sedih bila teringat 'kakak'. kata sofea - kakak selalu jaga sofea dan mandikan sofea. sofea sedih kakak tak de. i pulak yang terikut sedih..

i tak delah mengharapkan dia balik. tapi kalau dia kembali, life would be a lot easier.

i need to get use to cooking again. its not difficult, cuma perlu dibiasakan.